….stop being sad
and just have fun.
#reminders
Not myself lately.
Where did I go..?
life can change in the blink of an eye.
as much of an emotional person i am
i am strangely detached from certain things
when i heard the news i just accepted it
but then i saw the photograph of his shoe on the street and
it didn’t matter that i’d only interacted with the man a few times.
Stubborn. Full of contradictions.
Asking this, but at the same time won’t change for anybody.
Fickle. Consistently inconsistent.
When I leave, please come with me.
(Source: hengxing, via -planetarium)
light headed
heavy hearted
we’re just going to the fucking supermarket!
- R2
tell me this is genuine.
tell me that this isn’t me wanting something i can’t have.
i don’t want to live this way.
so long.
i made it. and it’s only just beginning.
and it’s time to face those feelings.
a place i’ve never been to embedded treasure hunting if i die unexpectedly i’d want to have lived setting out doing what i wanted to do there’s not much left to protect anymore you let the monster in the house lock the door i’m living the dream and my greatest fear at the same time i have feelings for there is no time for feelings i’m pretty happy one hundred miles per hour roots discovering i’d like a hug please hold hey old friend remember how we used to be what are we now what are you thinking do you remember do you remember do you remember or is it just me you let the monster in the house who do you think you are you don’t know me get out out out hello i miss you if i speak will you listen i can’t hear my own we talked of the future, the possibility of being don’t hurt yourself are you okay laughing while the world is sleeping i’ve become too stubborn and briefly you held my hand goodness it’s been over three years it is most likely nothing sentimental honestly i did not expect making the same mistake it was always you thank you for this gift
i don’t know how to thank you.
thank you.
I can’t sleep and
the person I’d like to talk to
is out, dreaming.
sometimes i tear up
i’m surrounded by beautiful things
by beautiful people
To someone I met recently, I guess
I don’t know this feeling. What is it?
I just want to learn with you, from you. I want to take classes together. It’s not that feeling when you want to take classes with friends so you can hang out in class together. I’m being serious.
I don’t know this feeling. Is there a name for it?
There’s this genuine curiosity in me - I want to see what you’ll do, what you’ll make, how you’ll react. I want to see how your brain works, how the gears turn. I want to be there, learning, beside you.
You just make me want to be a sponge. Absorb this knowledge. Absorb everything. Everything.
Everything.
I don’t know this feeling.
